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[25 Jul 2005|10:52am]
Quiz time.Collapse )
(2)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[13 Jul 2005|01:29pm]
Take my Quiz on!
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Hold me for just a little longer [28 Jun 2005|04:53pm]
[ mood | calm ]

What a life we lead in hopes of success. As most of you read, I had a bad night last night. Today really isn't that much better, but I'm not crying anymore. I'm still looking for some sort of small furry companion. I did find this dog that is up for free because her owners are moving...she was a rescued animal, so why not? She is a complete sweetheart too.

We went to the mall earlier..and I walked behind everyone while they skipped merrily singing of blowing up the wizard of oz with sticky grenades. I am such the little emo girl.

If I don't need you..then why am I crying in my bed?

I love this song, but I think I've said this before: The word "maim" does NOT belong in a love song.

I'm about to watch some hentai. Hentai always cheers me up. Hasn't failed me yet.

I'm trying to download these songs and it's not working. I don't have my Bif Naked C.D. anymore, so I have to download...I <3 Bif Naked...I don't care what anyone says. She came before Avril and is much better.

Blah blah blah.

Bye, yo.

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[24 Jun 2005|03:11pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I'm going to the Kennel today. Yay.

Arie says hi with her peace sign.

Just got done swimming.

I'm hungry.

I love it here.

(1)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[08 Jun 2005|05:20pm]
See the roses?.

[29 May 2005|05:25am]
I'll be adopting an animal when I get to AZ. Probably a small dog. I've always wanted one. Well, I've actually always wanted a husky and I've found one that I could get, but no big dogs in the apartment. =P
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[27 May 2005|03:22am]
I'm doing a friends' cut..if you wish to be saved...comment, bitches!
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[10 May 2005|01:40pm]
This just goes to show how addicted to LJ I really am.
(3)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[09 May 2005|03:42pm]
Dlmkelly01: are you mad
Dlmkelly01: or crying
Brooke: both
Dlmkelly01: I'm sorry
Brooke: I was just stupid..I fed into his bullshit that he told me
Dlmkelly01: well... I know that doesn't make it hurt anyless
Brooke: He called me "his baby" and all that stuff..and he said he wanted to be with me once we graduated college..and he couldn't wait to see me again
Dlmkelly01: when was that
Brooke: when he was here
Dlmkelly01: and what is he saying bow
Dlmkelly01: now
Brooke: nothing
Dlmkelly01: oh shit
Brooke: After all the shit I put up with from and for him...jesus christ..
Brooke: this is worse than Michael
Dlmkelly01: well aren't you glad you learned about it now before he asked for more money and shit
Brooke: No. I wish I hadn't learned about it at all. It would have saved a lot of pain.
Dlmkelly01: sweetheart, life is full of ups and downs.... you must remember that
Dlmkelly01: just remember the worst pain you have ever felt in your life
Dlmkelly01: do you remember what that was
Brooke: yeah
Dlmkelly01: what
Brooke: pawpaw
Dlmkelly01: yes........... and you felt like you weren't gonna make it
Dlmkelly01: right
Brooke: I almost didn't. I snapped and wound up living in a group home for 6 months..remember?
Dlmkelly01: you felt like your heart from so broken it would never ever mend
Brooke: My heart still hasn't completely mended mom...and you know yours hasn't either.
Brooke: It's just scarred up.
Dlmkelly01: you're right
Dlmkelly01: but it what YOU and I decide to do from that point that makes us who we are
Dlmkelly01: I can go to the boat
Brooke: I got arrested and lived in a group home
Dlmkelly01: spend every dime I have
Brooke: What does that tell you about who I am?
Dlmkelly01: that tells me that you want more out of life
Dlmkelly01: do you want to go back there
Dlmkelly01: or do you want to go forward
Brooke: I want to go forward. I want passion and romance and excitement and happy times and all that stuff
Dlmkelly01: then you have to make it that way
Brooke: I thought I had it that way
Dlmkelly01: Shorts you can't live through a computer
Dlmkelly01: in journals
Dlmkelly01: talking with people that you don't even know
Brooke: I know..
Brooke: You know the first time I ever talked to Michael was over the internet
Dlmkelly01: its fantasy land
Dlmkelly01: beleive me... I use to live there
Brooke: I know
Brooke: I remember
Brooke: Noel and Virginia
Dlmkelly01: not just that.....
Brooke: Doc
Dlmkelly01: but others..... I could tell anyone anything and they wouldn't know any difference
Dlmkelly01: it was all FAKE
Brooke: I know
Brooke: I think I'm going to head home
Dlmkelly01: listen
Dlmkelly01: I know you are hurting
Dlmkelly01: but you will find someone
Dlmkelly01: that is perfect for you
Brooke: Not everyone does mom
Dlmkelly01: probably would help if you were a little more positive about it
Brooke: I can't help it. I see hundreds of people everyday and a lot of them are old and single and never married
Brooke: No kids. Nothing.
Dlmkelly01: well - you don't want to be like that
Brooke: No I don't.
Dlmkelly01: you are on the right track
Dlmkelly01: education
Dlmkelly01: working
Dlmkelly01: and you MUST take better care of yourself
Dlmkelly01: I had several ladies tell me how nice you looked the other day
Dlmkelly01: when you take time to fix yourself up
Dlmkelly01: you really do look nice
Dlmkelly01: maybe you could stop trying to be so Cool and try to be a lady
Brooke: yeah
Brooke: Hey mom...can we go out thursday night?
Brooke: Just me and you?
Brooke: And some of your friends?
Brooke: Just eat or something
Dlmkelly01: we will have to wait until next week when dad is out of town
Brooke: Like we did with everyone from curves
Brooke: We should just have a ladies' night out

And with this, folks, I take my leave from LJ. I will not delete my journal because I still sort of want to be able to check back on my friends every once in a while, but I can't live here anymore.

I love you all. Call me sometime.


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[09 May 2005|12:30pm]
I cared for him. I did everything he wanted me to. And he did nothing but go behind my back. That mother fucking asshole. I turned down people left and right because I WANTED TO FUCKING WAIT FOR HIM. I said I would wait. I was waiting. I am waiting. I went back to school because he wanted me to. And this is the shit he pulls on me. He lies to me. He comes here on my momey, fucks me, leaves me and then lies to me.

I swear to fucking god this is why I don't get into relationships anymore or trust people. They can't be trusted.

I can't believe I trusted you. I really tried. I did my best so we could have our future together that YOU said we would have. I don't get it. Why lie to me? Why hurt me this way...why fool me into thinking that you cared when you obviously didn't...

Why rip my heart even more than it already is and then get mad at me when I do something small?

I went through a lot of bullshit from my friends and my family for you...
(4)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[27 Apr 2005|01:48pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I'm feeling better now.

(1)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[21 Apr 2005|05:06pm]
I'm bored. Let's go do something.

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Disconnect and self-destruct [17 Apr 2005|04:21am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

One bullet at a time...

Today was a loooong day.

My Yu-Gi-Oh tourament was great. The finals are next weekend and it's a 3-player-free-for-all. I almost lost the match that would have kept me from getting there. Right on the last turn, I got a plan and won.

I'd explain it, but no one who reads this except for Gio knows what I'm talking about and I've already told him about it. He said he'd come out and cheer me on next weekend.

I feel kind of bad though. My brother is one of my opponents in the final round. I don't mind crushing the other guy, but...Psh. yeah right. I'll own 'em.

*Yawn* Work was actually fun tonight. Daniel and I fucked around all night with the headsets. We kept talking to each other and stuff from across the store. Then after 1:30-ish when it was only me, Cole and Anna, Cole put the other headset on and me and him had goofy fun. Call me immature if you wish, but it's the only way to make the night pass.

I have to be at work for I think I need to go to bed.


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A waste of time in text form [08 Apr 2005|12:45am]
Haha..I love theseCollapse )
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I'll push this night into my memory and leave it there [03 Apr 2005|03:35am]
I just feel like typing. The only problem with that is that if I just let my fingers type away, I might say somethings that I shouldn't.

My first day in hell, I'm having a picnic. Anyone who goes is invited, but you have to R.S.V.P. and let me know whether or not you'll be having the Chicken or the fish. If you would like to make other arrangements for a different dish, let me know. There will be karaoke and swimming. Bring your swimsuits and towels. See ya there.
(7)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[01 Apr 2005|03:46pm]
The sexiest Mother Fucker everCollapse )
(7)Fallen petals See the roses?.

--Warning #2-- [31 Mar 2005|08:27pm]
WARNING-Emo Entry #2Collapse )
(4)Fallen petals See the roses?.

-WARNING- [31 Mar 2005|12:16pm]
(1)Fallen petals See the roses?.

[30 Mar 2005|10:12am]
MCR heard me.
(7)Fallen petals See the roses?.

*Yawn* [19 Mar 2005|03:42pm]
Went to the Fine Arts Festival was pretty fun...I had powder thrown on me...that was great.

Dessie jumped me ^^...I was handcuffed with Civil War cuffs...gave Kristin a piggy back ride....played with Laura's fan...met Kobe...skipped merrily to Jessica...and many hugs were distributed everywhere.

All in was a fun day.
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